this is the feeling of letting go

gj getting your hopes up, self.

manriicabaeju Nov 11, 2011 13:40

so, the guy I like has a girlfriend. um, I'm... really, honestly not surprised? but that doesn't really make anything easier to deal with. had an explosion of temper last night, then found out about this, then kind of went blank. mm... idk. it hit me a little later, and I hid in the bathroom for a while because I felt like I was going to vomit... ( Read more... )

trying to keep it together, ouch my heart, ramble ramble ramble, so many tags!!, relationships are hard, i'm not sure what i'm feeling anymore, this is the feeling of letting go, i will roll one more time, distancing yourself from pain, a fragile heart is a cliche, meltdown like a volcano, writing, sensitivity's a sign of a pisces, my heart hurts, hurts too much to cry, what is wrong with me

one more time, one more time, i will be rolling one more time. (failed again, failed again.)

manriicabaeju Oct 19, 2011 11:33

( i can almost see something. (i want to stop my breathing, now.) )

so many tags!!, this is the feeling of letting go, a fragile heart is a cliche, and i don't deserve any of you, on the verge of a panic attack, holo's mom is the victim of life, trigger warning: suicide, oh hey school exists, sometimes i really hate real life, honesty is the best policy, sensitivity's a sign of a pisces, so fucking exhausted, that is the sound of growing up, my heart hurts, in times of crisis, curl into a ball and never move, apologizing is a way of coping with pain, what is wrong with me, family are people you love

woohoooooo

manriicabaeju Mar 28, 2011 22:35

Been exhausted lately; haven't been keeping up as well as I should. I do read everyone's entries, though. I've just also been on tumblr a lot lately.

Anyway, remember when I mentioned I would need to be careful around someone because I was worried I'd start to like them? Too fuckin' late, bro. I really like this person and arghhhh it's so annoying ( Read more... )

tumblr why so amazing, ramble ramble ramble, holo is apparently a social failure, i'm not sure what i'm feeling anymore, this is the feeling of letting go, confusion, tsuna's heart is easily charmed, will i ever say something useful??, on the verge of a panic attack, erica, herpaderp

[DRRR!!] for a voice that can't be heard. -- shinra/celty.

manriicabaeju Jan 07, 2011 08:21

Series: Durarara!!
Characters/Pairings: Shinra-centric, ShinraCelty.
Notes: Been writing this fanfic for... months. I finally feel like I've gotten it to a good place to let it rest, but at the same time, I'm not sure how I feel about it. /:> I think there's a ton that could be fixed or taken out or improved or even added... but I dunno. I guess it ( Read more... )

maybe we're going insane, shinracelty, this is the feeling of letting go, cool story bro, fanfiction

Wooooo.

manriicabaeju Jan 05, 2011 16:34

Finally got a new layout, new default, new title. Feels good, man ( Read more... )

am i writing retardant?, my heart hurts, the end, new layout woaaah, this is the feeling of letting go, feels good man, fanfiction

snap out of it, you're not making any sense.

manriicabaeju Jan 04, 2011 20:11

you couldn't be more wrong darling, i never gave out these signs -
you misunderstand all meaning.

and just for once, could you let me finish a sentence?

...As much as I love my mom, I can't stand her sometimes.
( ignore the damned brat behind the cut. )

curl into a ball and never move, sometimes i really hate real life, putting myself down as usual, you can all just ignore this, this is the feeling of letting go, what is wrong with me, family are people you love

100 questionssss.

manriicabaeju Oct 27, 2010 14:11

1) Full Name: Ariel Elizabeth B. Funny story, I was supposed to be named Ariadne, not Ariel. Ahahah.

2) Male/Female: Female. o':

3) Were you named after anyone?: Knowing my biological mother, probably the Little Mermaid. ...For some reason I almost typed "litter" instead of "little". LOL.

4) Does your name mean anything?: Uh... Lion of God or ( Read more... )

i am a sad panda at the moment, questionaire thingie, this is the feeling of letting go, i really hate talking about myself, meme, that is the sound of growing up, erica, putting myself down as usual

i wish you were another stranger i could disengage.

manriicabaeju Oct 15, 2010 13:03

just say that we agree and then never change (soften a bit until we get along);
but that's disregard; find another friend and you discard
as you lose the argument in a cable car, hanging above as the canyon comes between.

and suddenly, i become a part of your past;
i'm becoming the part that don't last: i'm losing you and it's effortless.
without a ( Read more... )

maybe we're going insane, where are you, sometimes i really hate real life, this is the feeling of letting go, the emo is coming, i really hate talking about myself, update, putting myself down as usual, school, you can all just ignore this, apologizing is a way of coping with pain, family are people you love

Damn you, Pixar.

manriicabaeju Oct 07, 2010 01:58

Maybe I'm just emotional tonight, but god damn. I've been reading all about the Pixar movies and even though so much makes me laugh, just reading the TVtropes pages for the Heartwarming, Tear Jerker and even some of the Crowning Moments of Awesome have me sitting here, crying my eyes out. Not even just misty eyed; I'm full on crying. I was so ( Read more... )

that is the sound of growing up, the end, this is the feeling of letting go, why wasn't i sleeping

WHY WAN PISU.

manriicabaeju Sep 26, 2010 02:02

Y'know, I was about to go to bed. But I was feeling kinda crappy so I started listening to some One Piece songs ( Read more... )

one piece, i am a sad panda at the moment, don't look at me like that shut up, originial fiction, this is the feeling of letting go, anime rambling, why wasn't i sleeping, the end, platinum alice